Monday, September 26, 2005
~ Monday, September 26, 2005 ~
A month ago, Sinting & I booked e Final Theory Test (FTT) together. Online booking. I requested her to book with me on e same date, my twinnie ma.. Today (26/9/05) is e test date. I didn’t study cos I was busy with BerTZ birthday, and I thought I would definitely fail. We were late for about 17 minutes for e test. Fortunately, e examiners let us in. This time its computerized (not like how I took 2 years back) and results would be immediate. I finished e 50 questions, no sweat at all. Was worrying about TingZ who was just sitting behind me. I took e time of waiting her to finished up, to do some checking through myself. When I heard her standing up ready to go, I briskly clicked “end test” and got up too. But I didn’t thought that e results would just be flashed within seconds one screen itself. I can’t believe my eyes! “Passed” My goodness! How could it be!!! I saw Sinting’s expression, I was hoping she would tell me she passed too. But…………. She didn’t. ARGGGHHHH!!!! Do you know how I feel at that moment of time? Eh. I’m e one who said until like I won’t pass and yet I did. Kaoz! What am I doing! I saw TingZ’s face, I felt even worse. Dunno why sial… Maybe because of TingZ’s harmless nature. You know that those harmless creatures, you won’t even bear to hurt her? Yet somehow I knew I did, unintentionally (don’t say NO, abit right). I know how it feels. 2 years back same thing happened on me. I know that feeling sucks. And my friend don’t even dare to tell me he passed.
However, TingZ! I dunno why, its becos e person is you. Maybe if it happens to be another person (maybe not as “harmless” as you), I won’t feel this way le! But I really wanna tell you that I’ll support you all e way, till you pass ok!!! Jiayou ok!!! (Somehow there’s a special bonding arising between us after this one year’s time, esp after your birthday!)
