
It was a bad week though. Something happened, and I was terribly sad over it. Shall not bring it up all over again, but at least I know crying helps me feel slightly better each time. Although things might not turn better, I feel better somehow. Anyway, I'm ok le...
Usually only e closest people can give you e most happiness as well as hUrT. "Knives don't kill, words DO!" quoted from Mr Loh. This I totally agree...! It hurts even mOre when Love is so DeEp!

Well, at least I'd a smoother ending of last week. Last Thursday, which was e hardest day of e week, I also had a match at Ice Cold Beer with Charlene Chai (Singapore Ladies Pool Ranking 2nd todate). Actually she's a nice player, what I thought. The first impression of her was so proud (lifting her head high in e lift). That was when we were at Klassic pool, I was going there for some shoot and met her & Ricky in e lift. That was e 1st time I met her. 2nd time was at my Home Ground, Ego's 2. I lost to her 2-0, also e first time playing against her. Then, last week at Ice cold beer lor.. She's a good player, at least better than most of e also top players in terms of attitude, in my opnion! Although she doesn't really smile, she simply seemed bothered only. Whereas when you go into competitions, you can see some real good players with damned lousy attitude! Worst thing about a Player, I think. Still I lost to her 2-0, haiz... Disappoint my supporters again man, Mr Loh JBE, TingZ, & Bong. But Martin always never fail to encourage me and cheer me up even if I lost. Last few yrs in TNP , he was much of an encouragement too! Lost liao, I just need some quiet moments to think of what's e cause of it, and reprimand myself alittle for those stupid mistakes, hopefully to learn from mistakes. So, it's really great having you all ard me, with a heart just to support me morally throughout my whole game! Yeah, win lose doesn't really matter at e moment for me, what helps to improve me and get me going, are e supports from friends lor.
Anyway, drank quite abit without dinner. Naturally got tipsy easily. They sent me home and we rested for e day.
Things got better during e weekend... and I'm really very glad...
Having e 2nd last match of e prelimary round today. And Thursday will be e last. I wished I can play some good games to reward my supporters. All e BEST, Emily! ;)