Last Saturday I met up with my Jie. Later Bro came too. She came back from Bangkok so we met up for a drink. So happy to see her, and Bro too, they are kinda like my "real" elder siblings. Because I'm e eldest in my family, I got no exact sibling to put off my "childishness". With them, I sometimes am able to do so. They adore me. Maybe due to Jie falls under e Libra sign, she's someone who seldom express herself. So I may not know how much I'm in her heart. Nevertheless, she's always a sister I've respected and loved all these while. As for Bro, haha... He's someone who can sweet-talk to ladies he may find interest in, to me, he does toO! BUT in a brotherly way, of cos! I always believe that we are just brother and sis, others who see us may think otherwise. Who cares? He really would tell me he adores me, loves me and all. =)
Back to training yesterday, complained to JiaoLian whatever that had happened to me whilst his absence in Sg. He told me, "Don't bother about her lah. Nobody likes her here anyway!" Woohoo! I'm not e only one YOU SEE! I knew it. She has got big attitude problem. Don't talk about her liao. Yesterday, Jiaolian asked me to play a game with Agnes, and I lost to her 7-4. Kinda dismoralising. On e other hand, I can also treat it as a "push" for a brand new start. Yup.
Gambate, Emily!!! Just play your best in e upcoming Nationals. And start from there. Going forward, no more skipping of trainings unnecessarily. You will be a disappointment to Jiaolian, yourself, loved ones and friends... (Talking to myself!)
Sms received by Amy Hoe when she lost in e Final match of Seagames 8Ball Pool Women.
[Congrats! You've got a silver!] -friend of hers.
Tears rolled down from her cheeks. Why?
Ans: It's because of e defeat that's why she'd won a Silver and not Gold. It's e defeat that saddens her. And what's e Congrats all about?
That was her thinking! Initially I also thought that Silver is so much good enough le, but after hearing those words from her, I would agree with her too! Haizz...
"Harlo trained well? D coach thinks highly of u... I can c tat" msg from KK. Thanks! I will strive hard this time! Really.
Oh ya! KK won a Gold for Singapore! In 9Ball Pool. WooOo~ Congrats Champion! And thanks for your msg, it's very encouraging!
Btw, I'll be going up Genting AGAIN. This time is to watch S.H.E Zhen Ming Tian Nv Concert. On e 7th January 2006. "Wo bu xiang, wo bu xiang, bu xiang zhang da~"