Yup, he has lost his sense. He's no longer e Daddy I'd with me. He has totally changed and evolved into another character. Selfish is e word to describe him now.. I know he didn't mean it, he didn't want things to be like that, because his mind is just not right. But I couldn't help it. In fact I'm so helpless like a baby now.. Whenever I think of him now and e past, I feel e pain and hurt in there. To me, he was a great man whom I'd respected. A man who would do anything for his family, ANYTHING. Even it means that he would have to starve himself for our books, he would do it quietly. He protects of all us well. So many things he did for us, putting aside his dignity, egoism of a man. He has done so much more than a Daddy would.
An entirely different him now is making me worried like he never did before...
Reality really hurts huh? I'm so hurt now................................