Wahh.. So long haven't been updating my blog already! Cos' I really don't know what can I write.
Anyway, first of all, Happy Valentine's Day! It's February the 14th again, and here I am Single again! It's been almost 2 years... I used to celebrate with my bErtZ for e past 2 years. This year decided something different, thought she might go out with other guys, still she chose not to. : Defeat my purpose lah.. haha~ However to me, this kinda special day means spending tons of money, which doesn't allow me now, therefore I chose not to. Who knows, I might still ended up with her! Hehee.. That naughty sweetie pie of mine, the closest thing on earth... Loved her so muchy...
"If without you, my life would never be so complete. Thanks for being there for me! And Jie really loves you like my own babysis." -from JerTZ to BertZ.
Times haven't been easy, and will never become easier then before. Thanks for understanding how much I need you to be by my side, giving me e courage to face it all... - from J to B.
On a special day like this, it will also be nice if I could tell my friends how much I'd appreciate them all. For the past few years, other than J.E.W, so many friends had been throuht with me for different times. Sharing thoughts and life with me... Here I go....
Audrey Jie, Xuelin, Evelyn Gwee, Valerie Ng, Brandon Teo, William Koh, Jasmine Toh, Rykiel Ng, Martin Chan, SinTing, Bong, Constance Lim, Bro & Sis, JiaoLian.... These people are all who'd had / going through different phases of my life from Secondary till now... Special people in my life who I care & respect at least once! Though some might not be much of contact now or later, I would wish you guys all e best from e Bottom of My Heart.
I might have missed out some names, but it doesn't matter as long as you know how much you mean to me, like I mean to you.. :)
What about my 2006 so-called resolution?
Answer: Be e most filial and perfect daughter. Afterwhich would be training hard for my GOAL! It's only right if year by year we've spent it more fruitfully. And I really hope this year will be a better one...
Today is Day 5 of Chinese Lunar New Year! Gong Xi Fai Cai!!
Well, Daddy is still the same. Last night after e quarrel with him, I regretted so much. Have I not done my part as a daughter? I've tried my best to control my temper, to talk things nicely to him, care for him, etc. So many times he just let me have e thought that I don't mean so much to him. It's ok. Because I knew he loved my sis alot more. Somehow I knew before my sis, at least he'd loved me wholeheartedly for four years. It's good enough. Maybe because I've put on so much of a tough side, be it through conversation or behaviour. Yet deep down I knew I felt the deepest for my Family. Anyway fortunately nothing happened yesterday, otherwise I know I will definitely live in regrets for the rest of my life.
All we can do now is to have time and patience with him. Perhaps in the past we'd neglected him too much. I just hope my mum and sis would do the same only...
Please give me all the patience I need for him!!!
