Thursday, February 02, 2006
~ Thursday, February 02, 2006 ~
Today is Day 5 of Chinese Lunar New Year! Gong Xi Fai Cai!!
Well, Daddy is still the same. Last night after e quarrel with him, I regretted so much. Have I not done my part as a daughter? I've tried my best to control my temper, to talk things nicely to him, care for him, etc. So many times he just let me have e thought that I don't mean so much to him. It's ok. Because I knew he loved my sis alot more. Somehow I knew before my sis, at least he'd loved me wholeheartedly for four years. It's good enough. Maybe because I've put on so much of a tough side, be it through conversation or behaviour. Yet deep down I knew I felt the deepest for my Family. Anyway fortunately nothing happened yesterday, otherwise I know I will definitely live in regrets for the rest of my life.
All we can do now is to have time and patience with him. Perhaps in the past we'd neglected him too much. I just hope my mum and sis would do the same only...
Please give me all the patience I need for him!!!