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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
~ Wednesday, March 08, 2006 ~
Today will be my 10th lesson of driving. 3rd time in circuit. So far so good. :)

Actually I'd still no idea what to write here. Hmmmm......~

There's no improvement in Dad's condition at all while I'm gonna get exhausted soon. My temper hasn't been real good as time goes by. Helpless and uncontrollable are only words to describe me facing Dad's sickness. I felt so useless at times. Everything I do now, I gotta be very cautious. Because I'm liable to his sickness, whether he turns better or going worse. I'm responsible for all these. I feel so heavy hearted all these while. What should I do exactly? Can anybody guide me?

Recently my granduncle passed away. Went to e wake and seen through all sorrows of my Aunties. Took half day leave that day to accompany him through e last few walks of life. Saw a totally brand new, high-tech crematorium. Entirely different from my memories when my grandfathers were cremated more than a decade ago. Still no matter how e place changes, when you have to go there, it only means e end of a Life. For those who weren't so close with them, it's just an end of a Life. But what about those who really loved them, and loved by them? Those who have walked into the deceased lives? How saddening would it be? I cannot imagine at all.. Are we able to face all these oncoming realities of Life which each of us will be going through, sooner or later... :'(

............................. (~To be continued~) ............................

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